Please don't shoot me.
Writing from the heart of my soul,
the center of my being.
You may think it's crazy.
I can tell when you are close by.
Your broadcasting radiance,
it's so obvious to me,
doesn't anyone else see?
I loose control of myself when ever you are near.
Heart beat quickens, thoughts become blurred.
You have a power over me that no other has.
Your thoughts and emotions,
your perfect mind,
when you talk to me,
the sound of your voice,
the look in your eyes.
When you hold me,
I feel your heart beat,
listen to your breathing,
feel your skin next to mine.
I want for nothing except for time to stop.
You make me young again.
I want you to show me everything.
Anything you want is yours.
I will lie for you,
defend you in any way I can.
If by sacrificing myself,
you were to live,
I would do it again and again.
Where ever you want to go,
I will go too.
What ever you want to do,
I will encourage you.
Who ever you want to be,
I will always love you.
To be separated from you,
kills me.
I never want to be far from you.
If you ever have to leave,
drive a knife through my heart,
I wouldn't want to live.
You connect with me on every level,
physical, emotional, mind and soul.
You own all of me.
Can't stop thinking about you,
everything I do is for you.
Everything I am and ever will be,
is influenced by you.
I know I want to be with you,
want to discover you,
for the rest of my life,
for all eternity.
You complete me.


I found this old one scribbled on a piece of paper inside 'Inversions' ( Iain M Banks )
I don't think I ever typed it up and sent it.
Obviously I wrote it soon after we said we loved each other.
As such I don't know exactly when I wrote it but I include it for completeness sake.
Ho hum. Umm I'm crying now after reading it a second time, at least there's no one in the office now.
Damn I thought I was over you. 28/10/98 22:24

(c) 1998 at some point in the near past when I was in love, Fnagaton.